sarei

sullo strinato andante con brio..

un'altra giornata in magazzino così, e faccio richiesta di antistaminici per sopravvivenza di impiegata



ho detto :O

something confusing..

episodi accavallati, uno all'altro.. non ho il tempo per assimilare parole perché ne arrivano di nuove, inaspettate.

in verità non so cosa aspettarmi, tutto quello che sta accadendo non era contemplato..



nel frattempo spengo le luci, mi butto a letto ed ascolto questa:



Hey girl, is it cool if I'm honest

Just hold on, you know that it's hard for me

To say things, things that I promised

And do things that I never thought I'd do



What kinda man's not there when you're crying

What kinda man don't care if he's lying

Now I understand who could be that kind of man

That's me, and I must be crazy



I must be crazy for not taking care of you

And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool

Cuz you were my baby and I was yours, too

It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see

You were right when you said

I must be crazy, yeah



You told me we had a problem

Your girls said you deserve better than me

And they was right, I can't believe it

I've gotta ask myself why



What kinda man's not there when you're crying

What kinda man don't care if he's lying

Now I understand who could be that kind of man

And that's me, I'm so sorry



I must be crazy for not taking care of you

And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool

Cuz you were my baby and I was yours, too

It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see

You were right when you said

I must be crazy, yeah



I should have known and had an understanding

(Of what a woman needs)

This time I'll be there right

I'll tell you every night

I can't live without you, oh

This time you have my all

Give my full attention babe

And I won't go out searchin', babe



Now I know what a fool could do

(Babe, let me prove it)

All I need

The chance from you

No no no

Don't take this the wrong way baby

(No no no)

I'm not tryna justify what I did

But now I just gotta ask you something now

What kinda woman would you be

If you didn't give a second chance

To a man like me

What kinda woman would you be

If you turned your back on me on my knees

Cuz I deserve a second chance

To be the one you call your man

I'm doing everything I can so girl

Don't you be crazy, yeah



I must be crazy for not taking care of you

And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool

Cuz you were my baby and I was yours, too

It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see

You were right when you said

I must be crazy, yeah



(Lovin' you the way you wanna be loved

(I must be crazy, yeah)

What have I got myself into mama, mama, mama

(I must be crazy, yeah)

I was so selfish, ooh)



Tyrese - I must be crazy

28th of may

oggi è una data importante per almeno tre motivi

Si festeggiano un anniversario di matrimocchio, il compleanno di una persona che spero di incontrare fra qualche settimana, e quello di un amico che osserva il mondo da una nuvola già da un po'...

siete tutti con me :)

.:for a friend:.

I never cried the way I cried over you,

As I put down the telephone and the world it carried on.

Somewhere else, someone else is crying too,

Another man has lost a friend, I bet he feels the way I do.

And now I'm left without, but you're here within.

As I watch the sun go down, watching the world fade away,

All the memories of you come rushing back to me.

As I watch the sun go down, watching the world fade away,

All I want to do is kiss you once goodbye.

Summer comes and I'd remember how we'd march,

We'd march for love and pride, together arm in arm.

Tears have turned, turned to anger and contempt,

I'll never let you down, a battle I have found.

And all the dreams we had, I will carry on.

As I watch the sun go down, watching the world fade away,

All the memories of you come rushing back to me.

As I watch the sun go down, watching the world fade away,

All I want to do is kiss you once goodbye, goodbye,

Goodbye, goodbye.

And all the dreams we've had, I will carry on.

As I watch the sun go down, watching the world fade away,

All the memories of you come rushing back to me.

As I watch the sun go down, and darkness comes to me,

All I want to do is kiss you once goodbye, goodbye,

Goodbye, goodbye.



[Jimmy Sommerville]



ecco.. la possibilità di poterti salutare non l'ho avuta.. però ti penso sempre, e spero che prima o poi ci rivedremo per portare avanti tutte le cose che dovevamo fare..

ho litigato con chiodi ed ante per tutto il weekend.. ed è un po' come con idee, sensazioni, cose a cui continui a pensare e per cui non dovresti nemmeno perdere tempo.. eppure capita che devi ingrandire spazi, spostare, riprendere in mano.. riflettere.

come moscerini.. pensieri che ti ronzano attorno e tornano anche se provi a scacciarli via. "quando parli di vita, non fermarti a parlare di cose, ma parla di possibilità; non è così semplice.. ma nemmeno impossibile. e di cose nel mio caso ce n'è da cambiare fino a perdere la voglia. sto spendendo energia buona per infilarmi in situazioni che non mi portano a nulla.

sorrido
"chi of love"
e vediamo se il 90% dell'acqua di cui sono formata risponde in modo positivo :)

disintegration

è stata una litigata continua.. alla fine abbiamo vinto noi ^___^

l'armadio nuovo è finalmente montato, ora vi prego di essere così magnanimi da attendere almeno fino a domani che lo si riempia a modo

sarei un po' sfatta, eh :/



bkgnd: DM - The pain I used to

certo che

come riesco ad incasinarmi l'esistenza senza nessun aiuto dall'esterno.. lo so solo io

il dito più veloce del west

12 invii di curriculum in 8 minuti

e dire che ne basterebbe uno, per cambiarmi la vitaccia ^__^

zen [non ricordo il numero]

He wo has no faith in himself

can never have faith in God